Journal Entry: Sun Aug 3, 2014, 8:51 AM
I just realized it's been almost 4 years since the last journal entry.
And so it has been 4 years since something happened and effected me much too.
And perhaps, like what a friend said to me, I was never ok. I never got out of it.
It kinda took a toll on me this year, perhaps accumulated, and I had to admit I was quite crushed.
If anyone noticed, I was away much this year, be it DA or FB or gatherings or activities or shoots.
I heard from a friend that some people asked her about me during a recent local event.
I thank you, if you still have me in your thoughts, whether you are here in my country or anywhere else online.
This year hasn't gone wasted though.
I had a job promotion, and focusing on work quite a bit.
Eversince my operation plus now that I'm no longer a 20s, I'm hoping to take better care of myself in terms of diet and exercise and skincare. I have improved my swimming now.
My travels is now more targeted towards trying out different things in life and seeing other views which I never knew. I have just experienced my first mountain trekking and I really like it despite it was tough.
Well to sum it up,
I probably won't be as active as before.
I'll likely only do shoots when I have inspirations or concepts, which sometimes come and sometimes don't. lol.
Turning up at events if I have a pact with friends, or if I feel like it.
I wondered if I should even be writing this journal entry, I personally feel a little silly as I have doubts if anyone is even reading this. But if you are, Thank you for your time and attention. I appreciate it.
I still have a few cosplays I wanted to do, since the early days when I started cosplaying.
I don't know when I'll do them or whether I can do them eventually, but let time tell. Till then.
Drinking: milk tea